Vanessa Gotta Go

Anyone out there ever have a fantasy and have it come true but only to have it really freak you out and want to go to church and confess for being an ass?  Well I don’t do that oftenr either but I felt like a chump earlier yesterday and am only deciding to tell you now because I am less disgusted than I was.  I find out why Vanessa always come over to my place and me not to hers not that I mind since my place is homey and I know where I keep the extra tooth brushes.  So Vanessa tells me that she has a kid.  This doesn’t freak me out really since a woman who can take it like that must have done some lamaze or somethin seriously.  Well Vanessa looks about 35ish and again that is cool with me but she is a little older it turns out because I met her daughter finally and I was stunned.  First of all she is a babe and looks just like her mother and second of all she is 18.  She also thinks I am cute and likes to sit on my lap when her mom leaves the room and this is was got my skin crawlin.  Becka is damn fine but I am into her mother or was into her mother before she walked in and saw Becka on my lap and just said it looked like we were getting along just fine.  Then Becka put her arms around my neck and gave my cheek a kiss and licked my ear and to this her mother laughed and left again to get more tea.  This is the kind of thing it felt like a guy would love if he didnt have morals.  I don’t claim to have many morals but this felt really bad and I ended up high tailing it home and thinking about how to handle the situation.  Maybe it was nothin but maybe it was somethin and I just lost my cool.  I really feel like I need to break things off with Vanessa.  Atleast this will mean the scratch marks on my back will heal so there is a positive there but I will completely miss the way she could stay attached at the hip literally as we heh heh nevermind.

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